i feel like absolute crap. it's like, i cant get over you and i have a crush on someone else. it's fucking horrible. i hate you for making me feel this way about you, but then again i love you also for making me feel like that, it's a mystery how i can like you for so long. and all these scars wont go away. you made a very big impact on my life. i dont know but, i feel as if you were the only girl i could ever have. but then again they all told me things. so i believe them but it's just that i cant get over you. i dont know. i'd bleed for you everyday. i'd do anything and everything for you. and the fact that i dont say i'd love you forever or i will love you always and need you always because i know i cant have you forever and always will one day just break away. wait. what am i talking bout.

motherfucking cows.